This isn't just any video.

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A "love-and-hate" M I've known since my 20s. He says he came all the way from Hokkaido just for this day— but I bet that's a lie. Still, he always comes, this guy. Runs away, but comes back. Complains, but won't leave. And this time, what he sent me as a so-called "reflection letter" was almost entirely complaints. …I really don't get it anymore. So I wrote it all on his body. What happened after that— even the blog can't capture it all. The temperature, the air, the back-and-forth from that day— only the video has it. The kind of dynamic that only works because of years of history. If you watch it, I think you'll get it. Please watch the blog and the video. Feel it.